problem formulation, and then crunch out the math
problem formulation, and then crunch out the math
Even when productive, I feel that my feelings of accomplishment are illusory.
seeking irrelevance first and opposites second.
a stronghold persists.
‘projection is important’ is a terribly ugly sentence to look at.
projection is important.
the san francisco bro parade.
hot wings and cheap beer (keystone light).
beirut table floats.
gangsta rap and sweet home alabama instead of abba.
did i post this already? it’s been sitting on my whiteboard for several months now, and i’m writing it here now because i need to erase it so i can create a makeshift calendar upon which to plan when i’m going to do all the shit i need to do over the next three weeks. i am stricken by panic.
there is also on the whiteboard some crap about reputation establishment and recommendation reciprocation, but i don’t think any of that is actually valuable upon several-months-later inspection.
there is also a diagram of how i initially intended to lay out my room way back when, which is now doubly irrelevant because i just rearranged it yesterday from that layout to something completely different.
also, the beginnings of a mixtape tracklist, a list of things to buy that i still haven’t bought (messenger bag, belt, socks), and a note from a friend who walked into my room while i was gone being an overnight counselor at a camp over the summer.
ALL OF THAT. GONE. NOW. REPLACED BY SYMBOLS OF STRESS.
i’ve got the fear again.
